Phantom-of-Despair

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Decieved by Phantom-of-Despair, literature

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Decieved

I've just been told that everything that was the base of my shattered life, The first of many sequence of events that almost led to my downfall, Was just a farce I was led astray to believe that he never loved me That they never wanted to even see me I was the mistake made off of a one night stand She was just another one of the show girls All this time through my childhood of waiting by my bedroom window, For what mother called my sperm donor, To seeking my security blanket I was led to believe he never cared That he just had better things to do This killed me inside My childhood was like a fruit rotting from the inside out, Troubles as m

life's deceit by Phantom-of-Despair, literature

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life's deceit

Our eyes tell the story, our mouths can't they scream for help or glitter in happiness sometimes they leak tears, for sadness we can't express in words but when their dull you know the person inside is gone No matter how much we try to hide lock ourselves away in fear forget love, lose emotions, and be alone its impossible cause were human, whether we like it or not it's not living, just moving through the actions we all want a fairy tail ending but everyone has to face the pain and danger before it unfortunately few can look ahead think of the bigger picture so some go through the motions believing that no one will ever love us we are

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monsters

We are all whispers in the dark left without a heart shadows of who we used to be ghosts among humanity no one can quite understand the extent of our banishment or the aching pain of loneliness when a being exceeds to exist reaches for help tries for acknowledgement, but is denied and with each passing day, we all begin to fade because what was never meant to be will slowly dissapear

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lost hope

Faded echo's of who we used to be We were alive and young Holding in those mistakes Carefree because nothing was wrong Secretes withheld Caution thrown to the wind Its okay Promises that will never be Stay quiet and never be seen Although happiness is absent Sorrow is prominent Those childhood wishes long forgotten These terrible aches won't go away I miss you A scar not quite forgotten Tears not that dried up But one cannot speak It's the fear that's constricting Knowing your words could make a difference But is it for the best Two halves of a whole Both part of one soul But seperation is inevitable Nothing is forever Not even friendship

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May 21
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Deviant for 11 years
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My names parole, I can only draw on paper but have no scanner so i am learning digital. I love writing and am very good at it. I plan on kick-starting up a few stories and such on here whensoever I get settled in. I'm female of 16 years of age. I get my inspiration from my partner

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also from being alone and listening to music. I'm a very angst person XD as my friends say, and am a hard book to read. I love roleplaying too! Ill be on here frequently :) i also love friends and talking so message me!

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Phantom-of-Despair

May 7, 2013

help

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My dad expects me to move down to Plymouth with him. Down there is better career choices and schooling. But me nd my mum just moved meaning ill have to move to Plymouth alone with my dad who is EXTREEMLY strict till they can afford/find a house. If I do that I have to leave my best friends I ever had for the last 6 years.before I chose Plymouth because my whole life best friend left to Hawaii nd if Idid she might come back but now  she's not. So I'm alone no friends down there. Up here I'm familiar with everyone and thing. On top of that my mom has had a horribly rough life and been alone for 15+ years she just recently found a guy who finall

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Phantom-of-Despair

Apr 15, 2013

pray for the bombing

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With all the threats from north Korea its no surprise the inevitable has come. The Boston marathon has been bombed,but no one is sure by who. I think its obvious who the culprit is. Anyway deaths have happened and many injuries,let us pray for their well being and the families

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Phantom-of-Despair

Mar 28, 2013

watch!

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https://m.youtube.com/#/watch?v=LMyl_nmZxD4 This poem is Amazing and brings everyone who's seen it to tears/almost. It's so true and so much in it describes me and a lot of you out there. <3